How the hell does a wife get her mind around the fact that her hubby is starting Radiotherapy tomorrow. I can't hardly say "My husband has cancer" out loud. This is do damn stupid, I never panic, normally take things as the come regarding Johns health but this has thrown me for a loop. I KNOW it's 95% curable. I KNOW he's going be ok. I KNOW I'll cope with the side effects, luckily I have a message board where I can bitch and moan. I don't think I felt like this after he had a stroke, well until we got him to California from Illinois
So someone please tell me why the hell am I so scared for him? My mind is boggled.
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Cancer is one of those words that brings up all kinds of fears. I'm sure you remember back in the old days when cancer was almost a death sentence for most everyone. It's not that way anymore but we still remember how it used to be.
It is good to have a place to vent your feelings about things like this. I hope you have a friend nearby who can be with you when you feel low. When I get afraid I tell God how I feel and pray for his peace to fill my soul and replace the fear that I know is not from God. I don't know your faith background, Vanda, but I hope that you will find peace for your fears.
You are so right Karen just saying the word gives most of us the chills.
I have a great online community, friends that I have known for years that I can talk to. LOL I've warned my females neighbours that I might invite myself over for coffee if he does get the moods swings and it gets to much.
I'm not a reglious person Karen, but I do believe that there is a higher power of some kind and what will be will be.
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