How the hell does a wife get her mind around the fact that her hubby is starting Radiotherapy tomorrow. I can't hardly say "My husband has cancer" out loud. This is do damn stupid, I never panic, normally take things as the come regarding Johns health but this has thrown me for a loop. I KNOW it's 95% curable. I KNOW he's going be ok. I KNOW I'll cope with the side effects, luckily I have a message board where I can bitch and moan. I don't think I felt like this after he had a stroke, well until we got him to California from Illinois
So someone please tell me why the hell am I so scared for him? My mind is boggled.